Spontaneity champion..

So I’ve pretty much found the perfect job for me and I’m so so so tempted to apply but I know I’d never get even close to winning the job or opportunity.. Basically my friend found this job and suggested it to me. It’s a spontaneity champion with lastminute.com and basically they’ll fund up to £50,000 for you to travel. Obviously there’s a little more to it than that but that’s the jist of it. I really want to go for it and apply, I mean imagine everything you could do for a whole year with £50,000 the opportunities would be pretty much endless not to mention incredible. I want to go for it but I don’t know. Not very spontaneous of me, I know but I just need a little push in the right direction first I think.